monday morning! woot woot. haha. gila. arinih xdk semngt nk masok keja. tdo lewat. pas subuh lena blk. cmne la rezeki nk masuk? xtau knpa. sebelum tdoq mest takot. takot nk pejam mata. mungkin tuh susa nk tdo. serius. takot smpai berpeluh2....xsuka tdoq sorg2.. tp nk wat cmna.. kalu letih mmg xingt apa la.. dulu ada famili teman kan.. dodoikan.. then da besar.. duk tdoq ngn kwn2.. skang da besar lagi plus merantau sorg2.. memg sorg2 la.. semua jauh2.. tdo ada kawan rs secure.. hoho.. tp bukn ain je rs mcm nih.. konpem rmai ag suka mcm tuh.. hohoh. tp apa2 pon bantal peluk kena ada. :) Tapi bila da tdo mls gila nk bgn.. syoknyaa tdoq.. xingt apa2. hohoho. tp pk da kerja.. kna bgn arr.. hoho.. bila da bgn tringt plak mslh.. mcm apa ja.. nih yg xbes.. ruin kejap.. then thinkin postive ain! so before aku g keja, senyum la smbil jaln n pandang ke langit.. Rasa mcm Allah sedng tgk je aku nih... org lain plk ingt aku gila senyum sorg2.. hahah janji aku bhgia.. :D i love myself! Arinih pkai skirt.. hoho suka... t kna bli skirt ag ar.. n pkai spek. :) mata ku makin terok.. im afraid if its an infection or sumtng bad. i dont want anymore problms in my life.. i need to see doc. but i need money 1st.. Eyes r important.. after dpt gaji.. bole la pgi :)
i want to write somethng. but i cant. its inside me.. i dont know why its hurt.. burnin inside.. i need a pray.
i need to complete my life. im gona work hard, dress nicely, eat healthy, pray for Allah, loves people. So in da future, my life stable, got a gorgeous partner with nice body, nice skin n with a bright smile :D
pegi klinik yg opis byr. naseb baik dea bg ubat.. alamk.. xmkn g.. hmm t la sblm tdo. harap lega mata ku..
ive called my sis. told everything. its sad. but ill overcome dat. i will. Insya Allah..
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